
It is what it is /
I guess I just let u live /
use gods gift the way u see fit, one life to live /
forget and forgive, give back and receive, for smiles or grief/
plant seeds and achieve - we all know there's no beef /
my heart on my sleeve, been tucking it lately/
changed greatly, due to the city, maybe /
nerves on the edge and crazy, speak what I think and haisty/
I'll leave bottling shit for babies /
its been hazy partially due to smoke /
face it each time we chill we fume like there is no hope /
is that what I miss the most? Everything else a hoax?/
I couldn't tell if I tried since u and I haven't spoke/
best friends turn strangers of course, just a fact I keep fighting/
one could claim that I'm lying, pathetically I keep trying/
poetry hard like diamonds /
words wasted like health /
u feel cheated since cards u got dealt hardly off of top shelf /
calm yourself - zoom out to see the big picture /
softy for them controlling bitches/ wouldn't know a good thing if it hit ya /
trees and self esteem in a mixture/
once once in a while but now at leisure/
same daily routine and vision, different prison/
can't fix self, upon others forcing decisions/
fuck it, I'm building character, each brick for a reason /
each lesson helps with the healing/
should b chillin, but wildin instead/
what kind of deal can i get, sleep for a week then go back/
as easy as that, even simpler/
u came through the sticks, saw no evil, remember, we're civil people/
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